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2007-01-31T15:35:00.000-08:00

another day at home with my mum..omg dis is gonna sound lyk "Documentary of a bored gerl"..
BOOOORRRRIIIINNNGGGG!!!

okay2...todae im still plannin whether wan to go to JJC Love Fiesta or not...3 wks sitting at home really makes me a lazy person...haaiisshh..luckily there ar some fwens whom i cld tok to to kill my boredom away...tmr my ah ma's comin over to stay at my hse so today had to do massive cleaning...cos my hse is ever so dirty wif 4 lazy bum kids...hehe...

on sat my uncle is gonna cook up a storm..hehe...cant w8 for dat..*lick lips*...

well i actuali dun noe wad to post la...jus feel lyk posting sumthing for my blog..muakakaka...hehe..

shoppin at BUGIS n VIVOCITY

2007-01-28T20:57:00.000-08:00

well ytday i wen out to meet my fwen MEL to go to bugis to shop!!! woottsss...love the items there..we bought quite alot of stuff ar n i spent lyk $100 on clothes, bag, pants...first we went to bugis junction n shop at the edge...bought my long sleeve shirt at dorothy perkins n my small bag at zinc...den we move on to bugis street n i bought 2 tshirts n a 3/4 pants...

den after dat i met my family at vivocity n we continue shopping dere...my dad was giving us a treat dat dae..first it was my big sis who bought a black bag frm puma...den i bought a bag frm lonsdale london...after dat my small sis n 2nd sis bought adidas shoes...d farnie ting was d price of each item kept on increasing...hehe...my big sis bag was d least cost followed by mine, my small sis n d most expensive item bought was also d last wich is my 2nd sis shoe...lol..went to marks n spencer n all my siblings incl me shop for chocs n more chocs!!! muahahaha

after dat i planned to go to the Bbq organise by yazid to celebrate shu juan's n yiliang's bdae bt my dad did not allowed me to go...so we ended up goin to beach road to buy sup tulang n eat it at my ah ma's hse...sorry guys for not attending d bbq...aniwaes...Happy Birthday to Shujuan n Yiliang!!!

todae went to queensway wif my family to shop for clothes sumore...bt dere dun hab much women's tshirts...mostly men's...bt i bought this cute lil shirt though...den we wen to ikea to shop for quilts...after dat we wen home bt b4 dat my dad sent my big n 2nd sis to westmall...at night, i accompany my mum n dad to sheng siong to shop for daily necessities...got alot of ppl bahx...

orytes dats all...tues goin to skul to go band...see my juniors..miss dem loads...hehehe

HYCB

2007-01-26T23:55:00.000-08:00

todae was SUPERB!!

HYCB had a concert at ACS (Barker Road) n it was amazing..i was reali proud wif my juniors for puttin up a gr8 show...it was mesmerizing n memorable...most importantly d audience love it...lotsa ppl stand up n clap along wif d music pieces played by the band...

was really proud of those who performed...you guys are the best...den during interval met up wif my juniors to giv them chocs n flower...really missed them loads n all the while we were hugging n laughing...passed d chocs n flowers to one of my junior, swee ling, n she suddenly started to cry...make me wan to cry also...hehe...reali missed u guys...

take care ya swee ling, nad, faz, susi n all the band members...good luck for SYF!!

JIA YOU!!!!

p0opsie

2007-01-21T12:41:00.000-08:00

d treat to wild wild wet has been postponed to 28jan..we will go after susi finished her madrasah ya..wooottsss... =p

results

2007-01-21T12:37:00.000-08:00

todae i got back my PSLE result for religious class...okay i now im lyk too old to be sittin for PSLE bt hey i started pri 1 wen i was pri 5 okay..so ya..did quite well...atleast i beat my sister..muahaha...very happy de cos for 2 yrs she keep on gettin betta results den me...heex..i got 456 out of 500...muahahaha... =D

aniwaes ytday wen to tp's open hse wif noh..d rest of our gang was bz so ya oni two of us went..we went dere oso lyk pretty late n so dere's nuthin to look at basically..bsides we oleadi attended d tp rawks! n so we've known pretty much abt d skul..jus go dere to kill tym bahx..

coincidentally, we met up wif several of our fwens whom we noe thru d tp rawks ting n so we jus sat n tok2 bahx..den dey ask us to go for d jam n hop but i had to go home soon n d journey wld take more than an hr to travel frm tamp to jurong..so ya we didnt go nor did we join dem to eat at tamp mall i tink..aniwaes it was fun meetin dem again cos dey ar reali very fun ppl to be wif..hehe..

aniwaes d journey home was faster n me n noh tok2..its alwaes me hu tok den he will criticise wad i say den i rebut n den both of us ended up laughing...hehe...so farnie la..aniwaes he say he wan to blanje d gang mkn one day so ya lookin forward to dat..hehe...

well dats all for todae i guez..got to attach photos n sent it to hafizah syg...ii noe she has been waitin since a few mths ago for d photos..sry syg yar...forgive me... =)

PSS2

2007-01-19T23:11:00.000-08:00

okies..im so happy dat Daren got thru d grand finals!!! gosh im so happy..so y ar u waiting for..take out ur poms poms n banners to cheer him on!!! wooootttssss!!!

watch d news jus now n guez wad...

RAIN(Bi) had touched down to the beautiful island called Singapore!!!! wooottsss...so many ppl waited for him at d airport huh...n he sooo super duperrr cute!!!! gosh i wish i could enter his concert...bt my oh my d tix ar freAkin expensive!!!mayb next tym huh Rain...hehehe..

okay2...dats alll for todaeee...toodlesss

finally

2007-01-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

d sun is finally shining after daes of raining...gd news for my mom to wash tons of clothing left by me n 3 of my sis...u can imagine how much clothes there ar wif 4 teenage girls...

another day at home for me...n again im ever so jealous of those who could go out to skul or work...i tell u i can get pretty depressed at home all day w/o goin out...haissh...

well i decide i'll do sumthin meaningful todae...n so i wen to various poly or jc website dat im interested in to find out d cut-off points n d subj combinations dey offer...dis would prob be one of d biggest decision i had to make...of cos 50% of it will depends on wad i get for my olvl..i jus hope for d best i guez...

thankfully though, american idol aires todae n im freakin laughin my hats off to those hu auditioned...darn farniela sum ppl...i mean im sure dey noe dey dun hab d voice...dey still hab d guts to auditioned...oh well...not lookin down on dem cus i myself cant sing well...on d brighter side, dey provide gr8 entertainment...dun u peeps agree wif me on dat??i esp lyk it wen dey didnt get d thumbs up, dey go out n start spittin vulgaritties...hehehe...

oh n of cos Project Superstar!! i support Daren Tan Sze Wei...not sure y though..heexx..he's cute...dtas for sure...hehehehe...i lub his dimple...!!!

well i guez dats all for todae...oh i cant w8 for 22 n 26 jan..

22nd Jan - Goin out wif neni,faz,nad,susi to WWW or Escape
26th Jan - HYCB is habin a concert at ACS Barker Rd!!! w000tssss

2007-01-15T20:42:00.000-08:00

listenin to "The Enchanted Garden" by Kevin Kern

as d song suggests, ive been feelin rather down...to describe it as feelin depressed is an understatement....im not exactly sure wad my feelins ar..i cant pour it out cos im not ready to tell my fwens wads goin on...

u see, i lyk dis guy X...bt im nt sure he will reciprocate d feelins i hab for him...lately i feel rather shy to even look at him...n we're driftin further apart cos im afraid dat by tellin him, it wld threathen d lovely friendship we hab ryte now...

i duno wad else to say ryte now...clueless...im not my usual self wen im ard him n its gonna be obvious sooner or later...i dun tink i can bear dat, how do i put it, shame??

i dunola...aniwaes peeps, i suggest u listen to kevin kern's beautifully composed piano pieces..its realli nice... =)

2007-01-14T13:14:00.000-08:00

it has been raining for d past few daes n ive been trapped at home...ive become more moody n lazy day by day...haissh...n none of d interviews n fillin up forms for jobs hab replied back askin me to come for werk...shooo siaann..

bt d good ting is IVE FINALLY GOT MY PAY!!!! muahahaha...got it ytday n i finally can call my sidekick to go shoppin...hmm...tink i ask amelina to come cos both my sygs hafizah n neni is bz wif werk n skul respectively...haha..wadeva's on my list i cld buy...hoorraayyyy...

atleast it brighten up my life a bit...cant w8 to go back to skul n face d gruellin workload...kinda miss those daes where u hab to burn midnight oil jus to finish tons of projects n homeworks...n not forgettin sittin down for tests n exams...

oh well dats all for todae i guez...bt im plannin to treat my lovely fren n juniors for another trip to wild wild wet...w000tss...swimmin n habin fun wif neni, faz, nad, susi...prob dis sat or sun aites gerls...hu noes we might me again wif abg lock, abg lem, abg han, kak chio n many more...heex...if u noe wad i mean gerls...hehehex..

pimple!!!

2007-01-08T13:17:00.000-08:00

oh my jus after i finish my first post i wen to d toilet...look into d mirror n dere it was...

a HUMUNGOUS SIZE PIMPLE SLAMMED ON THE SIDE OF MY NOSE!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! WHAT HAVE I EVER SIN SO BADLY TO DESERVE THIS??

GOSH I FREAKIN NEED HELP RIGHT NOW!!!

COMMENTS ON HOW TO MAKE THE PIMPLE DISAPPEAR ARE REALLY WELCOME...

forgotten..

2007-01-08T13:00:00.000-08:00

d last tym i blog i forgot to mention abt d tings i did during hari raya haji...

well firstly my family wen t to the mosque at the cemetery to witness the korban..den after dat visit my late relatives graves n den proceed to simei to my aunt house(dad's side)...alot of my relatives were there..n d food n delicacies prepared were marvellous...

after dat went to tampines to my aunt hse (mum's side) where my grandma was stayin temporarily...again i eat till my heart's content of laksa n chocolates...my cuzzins were all dere n it was reali fun...=) ard 7 plus went home...tot of watchin the fireworks at marina bay after changin our clothes bt den all of us were very tired so we jus watch d countdown party on tv...it wasn't dat excitin though...

well dats all for todae...tata..

d drawin done by my neice..cute ryte..its a pic of me...n she has it signed...thx sweetie!!!

im bAck!!!

2007-01-06T12:17:00.000-08:00

im back by p0pular demand..heex..

hey guyz im back after clearin my blog frm dust n cobwebs..changed my blogskin again..WOOTSSS!!! (comments please)

okay many events had happened since i last blog...first of which is sittin for my Olevels..oh my it was reali stressful at dat tym bt i managed to hang on..currently waitin for my results n oso jobless...been tryin to find jobs bt dey all say later we will call u for interview...CALL MY FOOT!!!! not a single one out of many ppl called..haisshhh..

wadeva la hah..now stuck at home typin dis post..bt lookin on d brighter side, im able to rekindle d live of my blog which was long dead...okays...spendin more tym at home learnin how to cook n oso upgrade myself abit abt my religion..sumtyms i do visit skul library to hang out wif my fwens dere...they bright up my life..=)

on 25th nov was a day i will nvr forget cos me, mastura n neni had our bdae bbq bash!!!it was rainin though bt still it turned out gr8..lub u guys all...thx for all d prezzies too ya...muackiesss a million to u guys!!!

oh ya frm 4th dec till 23rd dec i was werkin at singpost at paya lebar...quite fun n fwenly ar d ppl there esp d makcik's and aunties..heex..oso made new fwens dere hu is either waitin for O or N lvl results ar...i esp had fun wif dis gerl named Josephine..very helpful n farnie ar d gerl...wont forget u JOJO!!! hehehe

bt i took two days off ar to go to msia for hols!!! wen to kl first den port dickson...unfortunately my precious earrin got lost when i rode the banana boat..oh well too bad...n my nose got hurt firstly by d strong kick of d leg of my cousin (in d pol) n secondly got hit by my sista head...OUCH!! luckily my nose not senget sia..if nt...haisshhh...

oh ya i miz all my fwens tremendously!!!!

well i guez dats all for todae aites...i blog again soon...heex..tata...

Gr8 news!!!

2006-10-02T20:45:00.000-07:00

well i hab some gr8 news to share
to all u peeps out dere...

first of all would like to congratulate
HADY MIRZA for winning
Spore Idol!!!
congrats to you...
(btw i did vote for him...XD)

well secondly,
i would like to wish a hearty
Congratulations!!! to my cousin
who had just given birth to a healthy
baby girl...Congrats to u ya!!!
Can't w8 to see her...she must be so cutee!!!

thirdly, d preparations for me, neni n mastura
bbq bdae bash is goin along fine
except for transportation stuff...
n im oso preparin d invitation card to be issued
out to our friends...

well dats all d great news i hab to share..
will keep updatin more abt the preparations for
the bbq!!!

yana signing off!!! XD

RESULTS!!!!!!

2006-09-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

arghhh tmr gettin back PRELIM result...
duno wad to feel...
excited? nervous? anxious? scared?

i noe i didnt reali put in much effort
in sum subj...
bt wad abt d other subjs??
Eng esp...ohhh i jus so scaredd

n to add wif dat,
im having flu right now...
argh!!

i nid to score well to be able to try
out at any jc or poly
durin d 3 months break...
if not, tink i be workin at my aunt
workplace bahx...
bt im reali hopin to get atleast <17pts
for dis PRELIMS

oh well...gtg off..
nid to study for
chemistry mock exam tmr...

PRELIMS

2006-09-23T22:01:00.000-07:00

PRELIMS has just ended in my school on 22/9/06...with ART as d last subj tested...

well i knew i shld be relieved bt then IM NOT!!

dun tink im gonna do well for the prelims...
didnt reali study hard n i oni have
myself to blame...

have to prepare myself to be scolded
by my Father....
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

bt i am goin to study lyk as if
there is no tmr for the O's...
no more comp,
no more sleepin n lazyin ard,
no more shopping...

hab to peservere...
gonna get 15 points or less for O's!!!
yeah JIA YOU!!!

P.S: jus to uplift my fightin spirit!!!

Selamat Berpuasa!!

2006-09-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

hello everybody...hmm today seme start terawih...well i soooo happy to say dis...:

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA TO ALL MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT!!!

Selamat meyambut bulan yang penuh barakah..Semoga kita mendapat rahmat dan hidayah dan sihat selalu..Insya Allah..

Untuk sesiapa yang mengenali diri saya, harap maafkan jika saya tersilap bahasa ketika bergaul dengan kamu semua...i learn tat b4 berpuasa mesti minta maaf jadi lebih sempurna puasa anda cos it sumhow membersihkan diri kita...so here i am ingin memohon maaf ye jika my jokes n perbualan telah mengecik hati sesiapa...so harap mohon maaf ya..

once again SELAMAT BERPUASA!!

Happy Birthday

2006-09-22T20:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to YOU
Happy Birthday to YOU
Happy Birthday to Fairuz/Tiffany
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!

here's wishing a very happy sweet/handsome Birthday to both fairuz(my cuz) n tiffany(good fwen)..

best of luck in wadeva u wan to achieve in life n attain all d happiness in the world!!!

sh0pping

2006-09-09T00:10:00.000-07:00

well ytday wen shopping
wif my big sista at Jurong Point...
my sista bought a pair or slip-ons n a bag
(wich was out of stock n so she had to w8 for tml)

me whereas bought myself a notebook n a
very d nice tee shirt!!..love the colours n designs...

dats all...spent ard $70+...hahahaha....

my notebook...lurve d designs!!!

t-shirt front view..."DEMENTED FOREVER"

t-shirt back view

away

2006-09-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

hmm..today wen to Home Team Academy open house
with neni and amelina...ask hafizah along bt she had to go her aunty hse...
anyway met them at boon lay int at ard 230
to catch d free shuttle to the academy...
not many ppl was waitin for the bus
so we manage to get seats...
upon arrivin we received goody bags...
our bags contain diff items frm each other bags
except for a packet of biscuit, newater n
an isotonic drink...

firstly we wen to a large area
whereby there was an exhibition of various vehicles
used by the law enforcers in spore...
we wen inside some of the vehicles
to take a look n it was rather interestin...
my n neni wanted to take photo of us
in d red rhino bt in d end nvr take...

so we move on to another part of the
academy wich is lyk n auditorium whereby
they held display of various items used
by the law enforcers...
hmmm INTERESTING...
well actuali that was meant for some
of d cute guys or shall i say CD officers we met...
hahaha...den we walk ard d bazaar
bt bought nothing except for ice cream!!...
well dats all lor...after dat ard 4 plus neni had to leave
n me n amelina tot of goin to LOT 1 to eat
bt instead i went home cos my family already
coming home frm Sentosa...
(was supposed to go family day at Sentosa)

here ar some of d photos we took...

What my name meant

2006-08-26T11:42:00.000-07:00

hiyee all...i was lookin at Fazilah's blog n saw dis interesting entry...it is about wad ur name meant..jus thought i try it out...

M - Succes comes easily to you

A - Damn good in bed

R - Your very talkative

I - You have a nice ass ;p

A - Damn good in bed

N - You have a BIG warm HEART

A - Damn good in bed

lol quite interesting...i hab to admit i lyk to talk..bt good in bed??? have a nice aSS??? not too sure abt dat..hehex..hey y dun u guys try it out too...

A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meetingnew people.
C- You wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;p
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L-You are so damn sexy
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- Your very talkative
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters/rockers alive
Z - your lovable

Self-Reflection

2006-08-25T15:53:00.000-07:00

people hav alwaes tell me y i seem to hav no worries...alwaes smile n laugh non-stop even at d slightest lame jokes...well i seem to wonder...am i really dat type of person- or issit jus skin deep?

im actuali quite insecure...at skul i alwaes found happiness bein ard my gr8 fwens (neni, susi, faz, nad, yy, tiff, sh, brendan, fizah, amelina, syafiqah)...bt at home it gets kinda boring...im scared of wad god has planned for me...i worried that i might not live long enuf to experience all d pleasure tt life has to offer...i dun wan to be feelin dis way bt sumtyms it jus keep playin in my mind...not tt im sum kind of depressed kid...im so far content wif my lyfe now...havin famili n frens hu loves me...i guess dis prob is jus a minor ting wich everybody would experience atleast once in their life...

in d meantime, i jus lyk to smile n wave n be cheerful wherever i go n get to meet new ppl n fwens n places...it helps keeps me young...*winks*...so yeah...that's my ans to ur qns...

YES! YES! YES!

2006-08-25T15:39:00.000-07:00

i have finally been able to upload d dikir barat photos that i have promised to upload..well i upload some of the photo oni ar cos later my blog would be damn slow in uploadin n u guyz cant see d pics...very happy de...yesh...enjoy d pics aite...

well PRELIMS had started ytday...it was eng paper 1 ytdae...okla...i tink i did quite ok...hehehe...den todae had geog paper...oso okla...oni laz section didnt hav enuf time to do so i jus rush through w/o checking whether my ans is appropriate or not...n that qns is 10MARKS!! haishh...can't do anitin liao bahx...oh ya n not to forget to wish my first sis a vERY........
HAPPY SWEET 20th BIRTHDAY!!!...wish u long live n happiness alwaes n success tooo...=)

yeah can't w8 for tmr...my mly cher gonna TREAT me n 3 of my other fwens for lunch!!!! yeah.....can't w8...hmmm where shall we go n eat at??? PIZZA HUT? SWENSEN? SEOUL GARDEN? RAMEN TEN?

hehehe...exams ar here n dat means bein away frm sumone whom well....i lyk alot...can oni see him frm far....ar those signs indicates dat he lyks me too??? hmmmm dunolar...im in despair...im very scared tat time would erase d feelins dat he might hav on me away n he moves on in life w/o me havin a chance to say how much i ADORE HIM...!!!well if it does so happened as fated, den let time heal away d pain dat it had brought upon me......

wad is goin on???

2006-08-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

haishhh...many times liao i upload photos for the linkies page at geocities...but everytime i go to my blog, duno y d pic nvr appear...oni appear an ugly red cros...sumbody help plz!!

phew!

2006-08-15T17:17:00.000-07:00

today went well...cant go to mly class oleadi cos tcher oni wans to concentrate on those students who are retaking their MT Olvl Exam...so sad sia...cant laugh along on jokes by my classmates...*sobsob*...so me n sum fwens self study at one corner of skul during mly period...i revise on amaths 'kinematics' cos i very poor at dat subj...haishh...

d good ting ish dat my mly tcher is goin to treat me n three of my other fwens to any restaurants we wanna go cos we score well for our exam...i suggested goin pizza hut den swensen to eat ICE-CREAM!! bt still need to ask other ppl opinion oso...yeah can't wait...hey guyz faster set d date sey for the treat n where to go...how abt dis sat huh???

oh well...jus now hav Eng Olvl Oral Exam...very nervous....actuali while waitin for my turn, i tink im d loudest talker...hahaha...keep on laughing n talking just to keep my nervousness at bay...nearin my turn den abit quiet...heehe...d conversation went well oni dat i abit stumble on d part 'think things...'...very hard to pronounce properly...haishh...d pic was ok...oni dat i sum part lyk anihow say....d conversation was not so gd...tcher keep on promptin qns so i tink i didnt quite giv alot of points...bt overall okla...still can manage a 'Merit' grade...hopefully ar...aiya no use tinkin about it oso...okla i stop here...gtg bathe den study amaths...Amaths mock exam dis thurs...argh!!!

am i smitten by ani0ne??

2006-08-13T12:16:00.000-07:00

ytdae went to watch SWS perform at Ulu Pandan CC...it was very fun n enjoyable..they play lotsa songs frm those japanese anime...bt very nice ar...i esp lyk d Kingdom Hearts, Princess Mononoke, Percussion Ensemble n Carnival of the Animals..the visual very cute...

haishh...nowadaes i keep on listenin to love songs...up0n noticin tat, my sis ask me whether im in lub or heartbroken wif sumone...she claim dat i am alwaes lyk dat previously wen i wen into a relationship wif my ex...am i alwaes lyk dat meh??

duno lar arh...mayb i am in lub mayb im not... until here oni la my p0st...very bored...

hAppiest m0ment

2006-08-12T10:02:00.000-07:00

ytday was one of my m0st happiest m0ment in my life..g0t back Malay O-Level result n was really happy wif d result dat i got..(shall nnot tell u my grade)...lol...after skul, me n neni met up with syafiqah n hafizah at d canteen n tok to them b4 they had to go for their English 0-Level Oral..haisshhh wonder how did they do..hope they did well...well ard 1 plus, neni suggested to borrow soccer ball frm our fwens..we search for dem ard d skul bt could not find them..in d end went back to canteen n met up wif shahrill n three of us discuss abt our plan todae...we ar goin to meet at Buona Vista den walk to Ulu Pandan CC to watch SWS perform...promised two of my fwens, Mastura n Faezah hu ar goin to perform, chocolates...oh well later den go buy..still got time..hahax...at one pt shahrill was so confidence dat d venue was at Bugis, den Lavender..hahahaxx so funny lar dat guy..dun be late worx...

oh ya...i will post d photos taken durin my skul dikir barat performance soon..now my comp lag arh...so ya...until here oni la my post..tata..got to go bathe..

2006-08-09T01:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!
May you continue to prosper!!!

recap!!

2006-08-06T20:57:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a awhile since i last blog...let me recap wad happened

on last saturday, my whole class had a bbq session in our class CEO condominium to celebrate the august babies of our class mainly jamie and jevon..me, shih hua and tiffy wen there ard 630 pm...got some of our classmates arrive b4 us..jamie's two cousin was also oleadi there..we den tried to set the fire to our bbq pit..bt b4 tat there was some mishaps happened on the management side of the condo ar about hu booked the bbq pit...in the end instead of having two pits we oni hab 1 pit ar..so den junwen, eileen, xianglin n samuel tried to set the bbq pit..it took awhile bt den after askin for other ppl help, we manage to start cooking food..kaes...let me fast forward to some of d fun part...

after almost all of our classmates have arrived, we started playing pranks using i duno wad u called that ting..bt it was reali fun until one of us kena caught by the security guard of the condo for dirtying the pool...we were in so deep shit...den we had to stop..den i help out at the pit by tossing and turning the chicken prepared by our dearest friend, yazid...very yummy...bt i like d sausages betta...at ard 9 plus, mdm lye arrive with jamie n jevon prezzie...me n shih hua was lyk so jealous n keep pesterin mdm lye to buy for us prezzie too...

well...d whole story goes on until ard 10 plus wen almost everyone had gone home...me, yazid, sukri wen on cookin wif occasional help from ching kai n chongkiat..den ard 11 me n shih hua wen home..our clothes smell lyk burnt charcoal...even after having my shower, i could still smell d chicken smell...oh well..dats all...

Happy Birthday To All the August Babies of mY Class

dikir barat

2006-07-19T19:15:00.000-07:00

well i am in this dikir barat team set up by a malay teacher from my school...we, the sec 4s malay student, were asked to learn dikir barat and then teach several sec2s students who are involved in an exchange programme..they in turn would teach their buddies from other country on how to perform dikir barat...after that, we all would be performing on stage to other schools..jus now had practice first time with the exchange student...it all went well and the exchange student were able to follow up with first few steps...well that's all den...

i hope shameel clothes would not look to big on me...

pekan nenas!!

2006-07-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

last sunday my family and i went to malaysia, pekan nenas, to eat DURIANS!!! the kampong there sell cheap durians and mu uncle bought quite a number of them..my dad to bought some ar but they were small in size...after that wen shopping at ayer hitam...there i bought these cute and cuddly bears, three of them, for my juniors bdae...(nad, faz, susi) their bdae belated by few abt 1mth ar...sorry guys...i broke la laz tym...hehehe...the weather was really hot and humid and besides that, i was wearin black long sleeve shirt and black scarf...so it was really scorching hot and i looked like as if i had just stepped out of the toilet...haisshhh...after that go to several other places which i am not sure of the name...my family and i was in my dad's car, my aunty in her husband car along with their children and my uncle in another car with his family and my clse aunties and uncle and grandma...so we were lyk travelling in a konvoi manner ar...my dad car always being the middle car as he was not familiar with the roads in malaysia...well aniways, we shopped for clothes alot and went back home to spore at ard 9 plus...tats all...

wild wild wet

2006-07-19T19:03:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..i promised i would write about the fun time i had with four of my bandmates at wild wild wet..(nadia, fazilah, susila, neni) well i could not really remember when we went there but i think it is ard late june holidays...we met early in the morning at lakeside mrt...then we took the mrt to pasir ris..the journey was rather exhausting because there were no seat available for us to sit...however, i think we were the noisiest passengers onboard the mrt as we keep on laughing and making jokes out of simple things just to keep ourselves not bored...

upon reaching pasir ris, we took a bus and went straight to wild wild wet...reach there buy tickets and it only cost us $13 plus because our friend fazilah had a $40 voucher...at the locker station we met a very cute and nice guy which we gave him a name "abg lock" because he took care of the lockers...hehehe...our whole experience there was really fun...the lifeguards there are really friendly, likes to joke around and very helpful...five us tried every single item at wild wild wet especially the ular-lah which i think we ride it for ten times and all the while we took the red color boyar except for one time it was yellow...we actually wantes to try the smaller slide but me, faz and nadia did not had our swimming costume on so only neni and susila took the ride..i think the most scariest ride for all five of us is the samsung slide...it was really steep and when the lifeguard push the boyar with me and neni inside, it was jerk off the platform and i almost fall off...but luckily my grip was strong enough ar...at the ular-lah, we met several lifeguards who kept on pouring water at us when we board the boyar...we named them "abg lem", cos he like acting like a girl, "abg bo" cos he botakhair n "kak chio" cos she very pretty...then at the tsunami, we several asked the help of a lifeguard to keep on pushing us deeper into the water and we named him "abg han" cos he hansem...there are other lifeguards who are very friendly to us but we did not give them any names..hehe...after that, we went to tampines mall to eat at pizza hut... we ordered the student meal each and i asked for sausage mania...it was really delicious cos i was very hungry...anyway, i love to eat sausage...after that, we took mrt back home to jurong and the journey was faster than we expected...well that's all..here are some photos faz took...

at bus stop after swimming...

ice cream!!!

eatin our meals at pizza hut...

yum yum!!

BURP!!!

new bl0gskin!!

2006-07-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

yeah!!! i had done a new blogskin again. The theme for my blogskin now is about death and voodoo thing. i took the pictures in the background from deviantart website. got a whole range of pictures to choose from but this picture caught my attention. i had been changing blogskin for several times now. those who are able to view my previous blogskin must have think that it was really red!!! i must say that at first i like it but after awhile the red colour background was too GLARING and over ambitious. therefore i stick to plain old black with a tinge of red and maroon. hope you guys like viewing my blog because i totally love it and it represent my interest.

next time i will post about my adventures at wild wild wet during the june holidays with my bandmates. i will try to post some photos too. that's all i am going to blog today.

aniways, today i had my malay olevel listening comprehension exam. it was quite easy but there were several tricky quetions that requires our common sense. started at 5 and ends at 5 45 in the afternoon. after that, i away went home straight as i was very tired and had to prepare for my chemistry test tomorrow. oh well, i shall stop here. tata peeps!!!

(trying to post in standard english now..)

2006-06-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

haiiiii...long tym nvr blog le...lemme recount back wad happened durin d whole jun hols...not much happen cos everytym must come back to skul for band n our skul 50th anniversary..

beginning of june hols
hmmm...beginning of june ehk...almost thrice a week hab to come for band..cos got rehearsal for my skul 50th anniversary...(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!) very tiring arh...sumtyms we even came back at ard 8+ pm..bt it was all worth it arh wen our skul 50th anniversary happened on 9 june...alot of ex hua yians, even the first batch of hua yians came whom i tink shld be ard 63 yrs old...very loyal to hua yi horx...good2...den take photos wif our ex hua yians n among band members (my gr8 4 fwens), den after dat call dad pick me home coz my whole body was achin n cryin mercilessly for help...den 9, 12, 14, 16 june wen RELC for eng course which my mum paid $100 for...quite fun arh..meet new ppl..n learn to write better n fluently...

mid june hols
hmmm...nutin much happened..oni dat tym wen to kranji sec for musical exchange..den got other skul band oso lyk yuying, pasir ris n geylang methodist..got to noe ppl frm other band wich was fun..bt den we didnt get to play together wif d other skul band as one huge band cos our bus come oleadi so we must pack n leave...den today jus wen for another musical exchange at jurong sec...meet quite alot of ppl ar..one particular person is Benjamin hu is a sec 1 clarinetist..very shy at first bt den later he was friendly wif me n nadia n fazilah..practise hard ar benjamin..see u got potential...=) den oso meet other clarinetist mostly sec 1 arh..dey very friendly n cute....hehehe...very fun ar...their skul watercooler oso very shiok wan..d water very cold...nice...;)
well dats all lor..see i told u nuthin much happened...tml goin to wild wild wet wif fazilah, nadia, neni n susila...tmr i tell u abt our fun tym n post sum pics okies...bb peeps out dere...=)

paRteh tym

2006-05-16T20:01:00.000-07:00

YAY!! it is PARTY tym..mid yr has just ended n im shooo damn happy coz no nid to study!!!

ya ryte!! there ar more serious exam i nid to sit for...WAAAAAAAAA....PRELIM N OLEVEL...gosh..n to tink im havin mly olevel exam dis 29th may...

i now realise dat mly language esp compo is all abt expressin all ur feelings in 'flowery words'..therefore in lieu of d upcomin mly exam, ive express all well sum actualiof my feelins in expressive n emotive words...haix..hope it will reali help me in my compo..50 MARKS LEH..another ting im scared abt mly is d comprehension passage whereby we nid to fill in d blanks..woah i alwaes fail sia in d part..i jus dun seem to find d appropriate word..haisshh..ani pro mly out dere pls help me on dis..thk u very much..oh well..dats all i guess..i write sum more wen i feel lyk itt...

buaisshhh...tata...

rECap

2006-05-13T16:38:00.000-07:00

*playin habbo...

haisshh so many daes liao nvr blog again..well nutin much happened..oni dat there ar more examsss....laz wed, ma family n i wen to kbox at merchant rd..it is lyk a family kbox..i sang lotsa song...i practicallY sang to my heart content..woah after singin felt revived..all d stress frm d exam lyk vanish into thin air...P0000F!!!we sang frm lyk 8.30 to 11.30 at nite...den after dat go home..actuali on thurs i got eng n emaths ppr 2 exam ar..bt still i go kbox instead of studyin..khekhekhe...released stress mah b4 d exam..gd ryte???wad u peepz out dere ting??

hmmm..oh well..on fri woah so happy no skul n no EXAM!!!!can relax..bt den i go to ah ma hse coz got tahlil for my lat grandpa...abt 1 yr n 3 days he left us accordin to d eng calendar ar..go there den recite prayers wif all my cuz n aunties n uncles..den after dat eat nasi briyani...after dat hang out wif my cuz..toktoktok...den after dat ard 5 plus go home..bt my 2 big sis sleep at my ah ma hse..den at nite ard 12 30 pm after watchin survivor, my small sis n i wen to bed..duno y both of us suddenly cant sleep..in d end i wake up my mom ask her to sleep wif us..bt den she ask us to sleep in her rm instead..den me n my small sis slept on d floor...todae i wake up at 1130 am..woah shooo tired...my mind lyk dizzy..my mum straight away ask me to vacuum d floor, fold d washed clothes..n even wash d toilet..bt i didnt wash d toilet coz i dun lyk..very disgusting...khekhekhe..im a clean freak...YA RYTE!!!in d end my mum wash d toilet while i do other chores..my sis help to peel off d tail end of d tauge...now waitin for my aunties n uncles n ah ma n cuzs n my 2 big sis to come my hse after goin to d cemetry..well dats all..

enjoy reading..khekhekhe..

ph0t0s frm sent0sa

2006-05-08T15:52:00.000-07:00

nutin much...

2006-05-08T15:33:00.000-07:00

*listenin to chrisye s0ng : KANGEN
(soooo touchin...)

ytdae nutin much happened..early in d mornin wen to d graveyard wif my parents..den after dat eat breakfast at bukit batok...den go home..reach home ard 2 pm..as i hav not study for emaths n physics exam todae, i ask my dad if i can skip religious lesson...YES! he said CAN.. i very happy no nid go religious claz..i abit lazy ar...bt aniwae instead of studyin straight away, i go sleep until ard 5pm..den wake up n pray..den watch tv n study at d same tym..after prayin again, go eat wif famili at bukit batok to celebrate my sistas bdae...den while waitin for our food, we tok abt d business cafeteria dat my sistas n me wan to set upp...our own FAMILY BUSINESS...den food arrive...eat eat eat until stomach burst...KAB0000MMM!!den go home continue study until ard 2 am...cry cry cry abit coz i nvr finish studyin scared fail...hahahahx..i feel so pathetic...

todae exam wen ok..emaths was fine bt got sum qns duno how to do..anihow calculate n get d answer...den durin d break after emaths exam, me n fwen shih hua quickly revise on phy cos we both haven study..hehehex...den durin phy, i find d paper manageable bt oso quite hard..dun wan to be OVER-CONFIDENT la cos later all ans wrong..hehehe..after exam take taxi h0me..haisshhh waste money oni me..go gek poh first buy my small sis bdae present wich is HABBO prepaid card..i go to d shopkeeper n ask for 4 of dem..den d mid 50s shopkeeper look at me lyk got sumtin wrong..mayb coz i wear skool uni n sec student mah..den still play habbo..buy 4 sumore..aiya dunola...after dat buy dis cute green box wich hav to assemble urself..den go home lock myself in rm n prepare my sista belated bdae gift..after dat eat lunch at ard 2pm..den go watch my sis play habbo..until now dat i post dis post..

*btw, it is not dat i gave my sista a pathetic bdae gift hor..bt she herself ask me to buy habbo prepaid card as her gift..so dun mistook me horr...i very generous hor wen wan to giv sumbody present..coz i believe in karma..i buy ppl expensive present...ppl buy me expensive present tooo..khekhekhe.... 000pppsss!!! expose myself too much liao..dats all..now goin study chemistry..tml got exam chem paper 2..wish me luck!!!

SENTOSA!!!

2006-05-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

ytdae both my second sis n small sis bdae..my second sis wen to celebrate wif her fwens while me n my family celebrate my small sis at sentosa pahlawan beach..very d shiok..we play voleyball n monkey's ball..d place where we swam got tons of seaweed n it was reali gross for me..as d toilet was under construction, it was reali uncomfortable to change..cos d cubicle oso very small..not enuf hooks oso...after swimming until at ard 3+pm, we wen sightseein ard sentosa in daddy car..we den decided to watch d SENTOSA 4D MAGIX..very fun bt d queue damn long..n i see those hu queue ar in deir lightyrs..n to think the place got say if u ar lyk havin heart prob or sumtin, dun come watch..bt it is lyk tourists mainly elderlies ar watchin..farnie nia..den hav to wait abt 1 hr in queue u noe..wah by dat tym i very sian liao ler..den watch d show..very fun n shocking..esp d part where there ar bees n crabs..i wun explain further cos u got to hav to see it for urself..reali very shiok one..bt abit to fast ar d stroy..abt 15mins oni..after dat, we wen back to grandma to watch d election bt oni started at 10pm..so we wen home to watch d election instead..well tts alll for todaes post..cya..

disastrous!!

2006-05-05T12:23:00.000-07:00

*listening to peterpan 'Tak Bisakah'

ytdae at ard 1 am, i was lyk abt to sleep after studyin for amaths exam..my face suddenly became itchy and red..den got lyk small pieces of tumor or sumtin on my face..i was having an allergy reaction'

quickly wake my mum and ask her wad to do..so desperate nia..todae got amaths exam n den in the middle of d nite ytade kena allergy reaction..so damn unlucky nia..now my face still abt itchy bt luckily d tumors ar all gone..if not..haix i wun be goin aniwhere sia..

todae amaths exam confirm gone..open booklet n d first ting i saw was URE G0NE flashin ryte at my face..i was lyk reali cannot answer d qns..i noe d steps bt i jus cant concentrate n do d paper properly..haishh..jus hopin d amaths paper2 will be abit easier..khekhe..CHER Y U SET D PAPER SHOO DIFFICULT..well perhaps i didnt prepare enuf for d exam...haishh..o lvl comin bt im still lazy to flip open my books...haisshhh...after exam meet mummy at d market..den hav lunch den go h0me n type dis post..

haisshhh...my lyf so d boring..no excitement..im such a borin person u noe..i rather stay at home watch tv n eat non stop..now very fat de..haishh..i nowadays dun feel lyk goin out hav fun wif fwens..rather stay home accompany my mummy...guaiguai...

nice huh??

2006-05-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey guys..dis my new blogskin n i totally lurve..my sis help me arrange d photos using photoshop and i find d whole bg cool..comments pls on my blog..

d0rtz..

2006-04-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

emotional freak..

emotionally deprived freak..

emotionless gal..

g0sh im crappin...

i cant forget dis particular guy dat i had a crush on since laz yr..i mean..how can i forget him wen i alwaes see him 5 days a week..im tryin so hard to tell myself that it is a one-sided ting bt everytym i look at him i jus cant help bt admire him..its reali freakin me out..i mean its not dat i wan to get back at d guy hu jus told me that his feelings for me was jus brotherly love..its sumting more grave dat i jus cant put it into words..its lyk everytym i see guys whom i had once had a crush on bt tot tt d whole feeling was gone, it keeps comin back wen i see their faces..its normal ryte..ok now u may tink tt im naive abt relationships and hard to say, i tink i am..or mayb im jus too mature..i see my fwens break up either on or against their will..n they ar reali stressed n upset abt it whereas for me, i will lyk tink dat i wun cry till my eyes ar swollen or attempt to hurt myself jus bcoz of losing a guy who had hurt me..i wld be tinkin tht i shld not make myself suffer bcoz of a guy who had hurt men..its lyk..i duno..hey btw im not tryin to offend anione here ok..im jus expressin wad i feel abt the whole break ups..sorry if ive offended anione..reali didnt mean to..well i guez i jus stop here and ponder abt other tings tht im confused abt..

to my fwen T, i reali hoped tht u moved on frm d incident cos i reali dun wan it to affect ur health n studies..i admit it is very hurtful trust me i noe d feelin..bt reali u shldnt make urself suffer bcoz of a jerk..take care of urself k gerl..i'll be ard if u nid an extra ear..n im sure S n Y will be dere too..

hur..hur..

2006-04-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

so long nvr blog..ive been tellin myself to blog every day bt it is jus not workin..many tings had happened since i last blog..i duno y bt im now becomin more emotional then i hav ever been in my entire life..d guy whom i had feelings wif now told me he is not sure if d feelin he had for me is jus brotherly feelin or sumtym more profound..wad d shit...in d beginning u said it was pure love and now u tellin me that d feelings is lyk bet brother and sister..would u pleez stop lyin to me and jus tell me straight to d point?? y ar guyz lyk dis?? they lyk to lead us on and den suddenly jus end it n gave lame excuses..

d mid yr exam is reali puttin a lot of stress in me..im not sure whether i can get through it smoothly..n lately ive been wonderin abt after i leave my sec skul..where will i be goin?? how will d whole process of gettin to a tertairy institute be?? what am i goin to do during the 2 mth b4 we get our results?? how will the life and ppl in poly or jc be?? it is really nerve-wrecking for me...

oh well it is oleadi very late..i continue mayb tmr or next wk ori duno wen...haiz..gd nite peepz..

i make it by myself!!

2006-04-19T20:06:00.000-07:00

hey guyz...hope u guyz lyk my new skin..i have to admit it kinda plain bt it is quite gd for a first timer designer for me ryte..i do tis skin by myself and am very proud of it..my sis got chip in in d making of tis skin..i wiill try to improve on it..=)
i took the bg pic frm deviant art..i fell in love wif the rose instantly wen i saw it..giv comments on my new skin k..

finally...

2006-04-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

hey all..finally bloggin again..been bz wif studyin n homeworks lately..catchin up wif old and distant fwens..ive change my skin yet again..(duno how many tyms change liao)...my fwen held me change d whole color scheme..thx shih hua..appreciate it very much..o level is drawin close and im soooo scared esp for my mly paper..hopefully i can get a1 for my mly olevel on d 29th of may..pray for me too yah peepz..thx...dats all

ciaoz..
havent bathe frm mornin till now...khekhekhe

miz me?? =)

2006-03-16T19:15:00.000-08:00

hi ppl..so long nvr post..miz my chatterings?? prasan...woah..so many things had happened..both gd and bad...let me recap all tt has happened to u..ill try to make it short..;)

hmmm..the most significant event tt occured was wen i lost my precious, cheap, beloved handphone..it was reali tragic lor..i lost it in a cab and i called the cab company bt till now did not get my hp back..damn d person hu took it..STOLE i mean...can u imagine it..u lost all ur fwens contact n d beautiful photos u took of urself..i was totally lost in a sense tt i cant communicate wif my dear fwens..esp wen i did not noe wad hw was given b4 the nov/dec hols...n i reali am a forgetful person..can hardly remember aniones no. except for my best fwen hu was of different claz than me..truly tragic..n now, my mum wont allow me to hav another hp jus bcoz she tot i was clumsy n irresponsible...eeeeeekkkk!!! so now im currently handphoneless...pity me..

at d beginning of d yr, i add another item to my addiction list...Tom Yam Maggie...argh...jus typin d word makes me drool..i luv the gravy..its jus so spicy...*licks lip*..unfortunately, it had since make me lose much hair than i did laz yr at the same period of time..by approximation...

i also move hse recently after waitin so long for the previous owner to hand over the key..n guez wad...wen it was reali tym for us to move hse, our hse was only at the beginning of construction..no choice for our famili but to live in a hse where there ar lots of cements and tiles and ugly walls..n everyday there be 2-3 ppl banging on our walls and drilling..arghhh such an eyesore to see the situation of d hse at dat tym..there wasnt even enuf space to sleep and change bcoz all my furnis ar packed at every single rm..hav to squeeze bet furnis and my famili members to sleep..ouch!..bt im glad to say dat my hse is now shooooooo beautiful except for the mess my sistas and i make..hehehe..we hav yet to make our house warming party n if u wana be invited by me, jus tag me..heheh..d more tag u done d betta chance u get to go to my hse warming party...khekhekhe...

okla i guez i stop here first and continue tml coz its almost time to pray...i would save u d trouble of readin my 1000 words essay..

loggin off.................

ciao......

my japanese name

2005-12-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

my japanese name:
Mihoko Hosokoawa

thx susi!!!

2005-12-17T17:40:00.000-08:00

i jus wanna say thx to one of my closest band junior susila for buyin me a cuddly koala bear wen she went on holiday to australia...thx ya..

0ur very first c0ncert

2005-12-16T23:38:00.000-08:00

jus n0w was our very first concert..i was very2 nervous at first..so scared dat d concert wont turn out ryte..bt it went all ryte..with not many mistake..beginnin of d concert already i was sweatin lyk shit..it was lyk i jus come out of shower..luckily got put loads of deoderant n perfume..haha..d number of audiences attended our concert reali shocked me..full house nia..i tot many ppl would not wan to come..reali an amazin suprise for me..hehe..we played all together 11 pieces plus one encore piece..i believe the music our band produce is quite gd..not many slip shots..hehe..i tink ar..den many hua yi alumni came to watch n play wif us..d atmosphere was reali fun n great..hhehe..i guez everybody was happy..hope soo..okla until here oni..my hand ar numb frm playin jus now..can wait for d next concert..hhehe..n d musical exchange at msia..!!wooott

tml c0ncert!!!!

2005-12-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

tml is our band first concert..gosh im so scared..i jus dunno how to express d feelin im havin now..im jus so afraid dat there wont be enuf seatin for audience or dat there might be too much empty spacin..im afraid dat d audience will be bored..im afraid dat our concert will not run smoothly..im afraid of everyting..argh!!!im afraid dat there will be too much bad comments..god help calm me down please..

mixed feelings...

2005-12-12T20:08:00.000-08:00

haix..feelin emo ryte now..listenin to richard marx - right here waiting..luv dat song esp for d piano part..beautiful!!! unfortunately for me i will not be able to attend d nco camp reunion due to bein bz preparin for my band concert..it is drawin near..so scared..i jus wanna say hi to all those involve in d 31st nco camp n jus hope dat u guyz enjoy urself at d reunion kaes..miz u guyz..!!jus now band practice wen as usual..however mr tan or 'abg tan' was esp nice todae..release us quite early..bt sum of us stayed back to polish up our parts in certain songs..it was fun...after dat eat at same place as ytdae wif nad n faz..everyone ate nasi goreng bt diff types..haha..cool...well tml still nid go shoppin for concert stuff..cant believe my drum major still wanna go for d reunion..well enjoy urself dere k wei lun..write again tml..

parag0n

2005-12-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

todae got band practice at ard noon..quite a number of ppl came late..d senior oso join us play ross roy for our band upcomin concert(buy tix oleadi??)..after dat had to rush down to paragon to perform for charity for d strait times pocket money fund..it was great..alot of ppl watch n even take photos..esp d tourists..we even put on christmas hats so as to celebrate d christmas festive..quality of d music we played oso not dat bad..except for last two song accordin to mr tan..i guez we werent to distracted by d crowd..after dat had to clear d place up..gosh my hands were lyk breakin sia..so tired...no more strength..den while waitin for d bus sumbody blanje us buy ice cream..2 flavours $4.30 sia..so delicious..i ate chocolate chips wif chocolate..theres even tiramisu flavour..one of my fwen faezah wan to try it out by d shopkeeper was lyk tellin her the flavour contains alcohol...haix..in d end hilda ate it..after reachin our skul we still nid to unload instrument frm d lorry..bt d process wen smoothly unlike d tym wen we are loadin to go to paragon..i guez everybody wans to go home..tired ready mah..me, nadia, faz n wani go hawker centre eat dinner..i ate tom yam..nice one bt too many of veggies..yuckz..we even watch d taa ikhlas show dere..everyone was eyein deir favs n mine was of coz taufik..hehe..so cute...well i guez dats all..goin to sleep now..so tired....

i cried...

2005-11-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

ytday go watch movie along wif syabrina, sharifah, ihsan n nabilah..it was fun..watch harry potter..we watch it at causeway point..the whole storyline, graphics n actors were amazing..i esp lyk d sound effect..it really conveys d mood of d story..cant believe i actuali weep at d sight of harry potter cryin over d death of cedric diggory..it was reali sad to see such a hansem young lad die..hehe..syabrina told me even ihsan was cryin..haha..duno whether true or not..cant wait to watch d other of harry potter movies..im a big fan of dat..hehe..after dat went eat dinner..d mood was awkward coz nobody was tokin..jus eatin n lookin at each other tym n again..weird..

after dinner i tot of goin to sharifah hse to borrow d story skul of rock..bt it was oleadi 8pm n i was afraid my dad would scold me for goin home late(nowadays i alwaes go out n reach home late)..anyway i reach boon lay abt 9 plus..called my parents and they werent at home bt at our new hse discussin wif d current owner..luckily my aunty was willing to pick me up n sent me dere..thanx aunty...bt in d end she sent me home coz my parents oleadi reach home..den we all eat d murtabak dat she bought for us n discuss abt our new hse n how d current owner was reluctant to leave his home..haix..dunno when i can move out..hope it could be reali soon..nxt yr is wen we would be movin out...

gosh i still havent revise my skul werk yet..i jus cant concentrate on it now..now im jus tinkin abt d concert my band gonna have..i reali hope tat it wld be a success..currently d sale of d tix are not at all satisfyin..im reali worried..haix..cant believe dat 2005 wld be over soon..i feel lyk as if dis yr is movin reali fast..cant wait to welcome 2006 n start a fresh new chap of mai life..o level also awaits me..gosh im so scared..study hard gal..haix..im such a lazy gerl..

im gettin a keyboard!!!

2005-11-26T18:40:00.000-08:00

im gettin a keyboard soon no matter wad..i oleadi told my plans to mum n she say tt i hav to wait till abt next yr jan..cant wait to start playin on d keyboard..gonna put it in my rm n no one else..i am also currently tryin to master d fingerins thru learnin frm d internet n on my skul band keyboard..reali am excited..after d keyboard im gonna try to ask my mum to buy me mai very own clarinet..hhaha..im sooo excited..

l0st

2005-08-04T16:32:00.000-07:00

hmm..had a rough day today..my stomach was lyk bein twisted n turn..i had cramps tt make me look lyk sh*t..got my a maths test result..it was sumhow an easy topic among other topics bt i oni manage to get borderline marks..damn frust nia..i suddenly forget all abt the cramps im havin n was jus tinkin abt whether or not i might ended up havin to drop a maths..i reali dun wan to n start to weep wen i was on my way home on board a taxi..paise nia the taxi driver was lyk askin me if eberytin was all right..in my mind was lyk "can u shut d f*ck up"..it was reali stressful on me..i duno if i can take all d emotions tts already build up inside of me..reali felt lyk shuttin the whole world up men..my mum was lyk keep on pesterin me abt my cramps n was bored to hell at home..argh!!!!

stressed out!

2005-05-27T23:42:00.000-07:00

hey guyz..so long nvr update..so hows u guyz exam??hope u guyz didi well..for me i totally flunked..all my grades fall by at least 3 grades..even my mt marks was so disappointin..altough i obtained a gd claz position, my level position totally suck..feel lyk cuttin myself sia..jus now see my fwens cryin..feel so sad bahx..bt oso thankful tt atleast i score better n tt my parents didnt scold me..oni advise me bahx to do betta..the situation in my band oso gettin betta bet. me n the other members...looks lyk they ar beginnin to accept my post..i hope!im gettin weaker n weaker day by day..dunno how long can keep on stayin strong..too much problems to handle..my stead oso cant help me..bt he now much more understandin..phew..bt i noe he is not goin to stay tt way for long..so please peeps out there..help me wif my situation..gtg sleep liao..im so tired after goi to mosque..haix..

SYF

2005-04-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

Ytdae SYF got silver..i must say i was happy coz it was my first tym participatin in it..bt cant show my happiness coz others esp d seniors are sad abt d results..kinda rude ryte to look happy wen others are sad over d result..many ppl were cryin..i almost cry too wen bun chin told us abt mr tan bein ill nowades..dun wanna him to leave us i guez..i cant believe sum bands get gold although dey reali do not deserve it..i jus heard d news tt our band get 79 pts..1 more pt n we can get gold oleadi..i soo 'peng' seh..i must admit tt i did my clarinet did squeak once durin alvamar overture..well guys we did try our best oni tt luck wasnt sidin us..try hard for d next comin SYF..for seniors..do come back to assist d sec2 n 1 for d next competiton..hopefully we got gold next comp..jia you!!!n gd luck u guyz for mid yr exam..

tml SYF

2005-04-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

tml is SYF..haix..so stressed..nervous..dunnoe whether be able to still hold on to silver..pray hard2 sia..cant sleep tonite..keep on tinkin abt tml..argh!!!i need to sleep..im so scared i might jus froze on d stage..gosh..my clarinet still looks dull though polish for lyk 2 hrs..damn tired sia..must rest my precious fingers..cant live w/o them..k now im to kin crap..to all HYCB members, do ur best incl. myself..remember wad bun chin told us if we did not clinch tt silver??so let's jus do our best n play..be confident n look smart..10 pts on presentation...well hav a good nite rest u guyz..cya tml...

Nerve-wreckin

2005-04-03T04:37:00.000-07:00

It was on mon..meet him holdin hands wif a girl seems far too familiar to me..i felt betrayed and lost..went home and throw tantrum everywhere..i cant hold back the anger inside me..how i wish i could jus giv him a tight slap at d moment..at tt moment i knew i sucked at handlin problems..

2005-01-28T20:41:00.000-08:00

yTday

ytdae was fun..went to boon lay band concert and had a great time..their performance was so interesting wif dances n singing..their mallet player was so damn powerful n not forgetting their trombone sction too..their sound was so damn loud n strong but not sure whether it is bcoz of the enclosed air-con rm..all in all, find tt their band is better than ours..got to step up my performance i guez..oh ya not forgettin to tank my sis fren for givin me a mini clarinet..it's so nice of you..tank u..

i stink..havent bathe yet..gtg..cioaz